So, finally…. The website is revived. After reading the rants and nags of the past, I wonder if I am wiser today. It is interesting to be reminded of my past, that I had so much to say. However as I age, I realise there are many things I should leave things as it is and do not make too much remarks.
It doesn’t matter if anyone would even read my blogs. For all I know, I would read it for myself. There are many times when I would disagree with myself after reading it again, many years later. Maturity comes with age. I was in my youth, or rather in my twenties when I started to write and made it public. That was then, way before I became a radio deejay when I could speak live to a wide audience. In my thirties, I was more interested in building my family rather than to have my voice heard.
Now I am turning 42. In the Islamic calendar though, I turned 43 last Ramadan. I am more concerned today about what I leave behind. I should be more tactful, mincing my words and be extremely concerned, should what I say to the public brings good or the opposite. I am now more interested in getting rewards for the hereafter. I want to ensure that whatever I leave behind, are things that could be deeds for me to enter paradise.
This is it. I shall continue to pen down words that are true and beneficial for anyone who reads it. As we move along, we will find things to write, knowing that the noises in our heads are not something bad. I hope too, that the readers will taste some sweetness from the words that their eyes consume.